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Monday, August 29, 2005
Learning not to cry is very hard Learning to stop loving is very very hard Learning to accept that you are kissing another girl is very very very hard. I've been walking without you for quite some time. Clubbing & drinking to stop me from thinking too much. I hope that i can walk out of this shit in grace. I'm still trying thou.... "Pls be happy for my sake, this is what i want when i made that decision."
Saturday, August 20, 2005
things tend to go up side down. I had been wearing anklet for many years. I can't really figure out when,where & why i lost it 2 nights ago. I was so upset about it. It was a gift from my mum. Although it's in gold but i still like it very much. Maybe is a hint. A theory which wants me to understand. Something u've have lost it. No idea why, where & when. No matter how much u loves it. You can never get it back again. Recently, I realised that i don bite my nails anymore, I don lie down straight after my meals, I don anyhow spend my money now. I can kick all habits except * * * * * * * * * * * * * * loving you.
Monday, August 15, 2005
Things might not turned out what you expected Its like a tight slap Right on my face. Really. A hard one which causes me to be mentally suffering instead of physically. Well, time will heal my wound ya. Some says: Let her go. Don be stubborn. You should know what you really want by now. Some says: Don waste your time & tears. Not worth it. But i believe in this one: Even you have thousands of people who ask you to give up, but if you alone refused to do it. No one can force you. I don know what i can do now. Even her friends cannot give me a definate answer. I'm contradicting myself. One side of me wants to let go but the other side of me doesn't want. Split me into 2 please.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Who doesn't deserves one you tell me. But if second chance was given, Would you really appreciates it or take it for granted? Did i mention that Boy was given a second chance? He promised & assured that he never lie to girl ever again. But sometimes reality really likes to make fun of people. Boy was caught lying to Girl AGAIN. Boy was caught red-handed, Bringing the other girl back home. This time round, Girl witnessed it with her own eyes after a 3 hrs wait. Boy threw his last chance into the drain. Speechless... How can someone be so heartless & so selfish? What can i say somemore? "Be glad that i've decided to set you free. To enjoy the freedom you longed for. This is the last thing i can do for you. You really can't have the best of both worlds my dear. Every word of defence stabbed my heart once. I know the rules before i clicked on the start button. I've lost & i admitted defeat. Its time for me to step back and click on the exit button i guess. The one I was predestined to marry but was thorn by fate. The one who had occupied my entire heart. The one I called her my girl. The one that never ever will come back. The one i wish her happiness"
Monday, August 08, 2005
I'm trying to climb out from the fairytale's world. I'm bleeding but i will be strong. I've fell but i will stand tall once again. I'm really grateful to all my beloved friends for standing by me when i fall. No one expects something like this will befall on me. Neither do i. I love you my dearest friends. Elaine, Wendy, Shihua, Koji, Gerald, Dot, Kaew, Ting2, Drake, Joan2, Rabbit & Jeremy I know that you guys will always be there when i need you. Hope everything will be fine but she have to settle her dollycat first. Don worry about me, I'm coping well. Really.
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Boy met Girl. Due to Boy's flirtatous nature, he took up the bet with his friend to woo Girl. Due to Girl's playful nature, she took up the challenge of changing Boy. They hang out together, they drink, they play and they flirted. Girl couldn't even rememeber when she started developing feelings for Boy. Girl wished to quit but its too late. Girl lost the game cuz she fell in love with Boy. Initially, Boy withdrawed when she realised Girl really fell in love with him. He said he needs time. Time to clear his mind & think if Girl is worth his time. Eventually, Boy & Girl got together. Hugs, kisses, love were everywhere. There were times where they fought but they made up everytime. Girl gave Boy all she can give. Boy gave her all the sweet memories. They even exchanged the keys to their heart and promised that no one should ever step into their hearts other than each other. Yes, the flirtatous Boy promised Girl. As time goes on, When life is getting routine, When feelings starts to fade, Things changed. Someone entered Boy's heart without Girl's knowing. Boy divert part of his 100% attention on Girl to a 3rd party. Boy started to tell lies. Lies to cover his betrays. Slowly, Boy is leaving Girl at home. So that he can cheat behind her back. Finally, Girl found out about it. She couldn't believe it. But Boy admitted there is something going on between him & another girl. Girl's heart sank. She cried. Boy begged for a second chance. He said he's only being playful and he promised that he would never do it ever again. Boy made Girl realised that the fairytales really doesn't exist. Question is, Should Girl believe Boy? Will leopard really change its spots? Will Boy ever hurt Girl again in future? Can Boy be trusted anymore? Everyone deserves a second chance. Yes, but its a bet. A chance to prove himself or a chance to hurt Girl again. Who knows? 在拥有60亿人口的地球上相遇相知， 算不算缘分？ 我爱你，是的，从爱上你的那天起就没有停止过。 我会等， 等到哪天你觉得和我聊天不再是浪费时间。 我会等， 等到哪天你觉得你是真的真的很爱我。 我会等， 等到哪天你觉得你一离开我就会方寸大乱。 其实，我也怕我的等待没有结果。 希望变成失望， 信心变成灰心， 勇气变成丧气， 爱情变成玩笑。 你与我终成陌路。 但是，我已经无路可退了。爱上你，无法自拔。 其实，我知道你的身边有了一个她，原本，我以为我可以很洒脱， 笑着祝福你们。但，爱情让人变得自私，我没办法忘记你，没办法放弃你。 所以，我仍再等待。 你曾经说过，你不相信誓言，誓言就等于谎言。 但你曾经说过的每句话都是那么刻骨铭心。 你曾经说过，我永远会是你的BABY。
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